Decided to blog today!~

I really wanna change my lifestyle as of now.I need to set things right because no one else can do it for me.Heee.A new life for a new year.I'll let go of the past and look forward to the future <3

My Family Is Me

I realized for the first time in my life about how taking care of myself is SO important.We came into this world alone and one day will die alone too.No two people can be together for eternity.Its human nature to be selfish.To claw our way to the top right?Sometime hurting others in the process

I can't rest easy when I think about it.I don't mean to hurt anyone so I would like to apologise if I have hurt you.But I'm not the only one who has injured others as I've been pained by others too.I know this is an exceptionally emotional and touchy post but something has been looming over my heart and I felt a need to release the dark tension through literature.I can't concentrate or think straight anymore.Sometimes I can't tell right from wrong.Everything seems so indifferent

Maybe I'm just having a bad week.I hope that things clear up soon.I don't want to burden people with my attitude.

Yipee

Yo!hehe did well for end of year!but I know I can't be complacent as the marks can drop :( Anyway,to reward my efforts,mummy say she want blanja me movie and she claim it must be 3D one leh!!. YOSHI! I think i want see the movie about the owl-guardian thing since it has good reviews.

Time passes by really fast and in a flash,I've already ended my third year in WRSS.Next year,we will be considered the 'senior citizens' in the school.Cannot!I will never admit being older than the age of 13!!!!!I am forever 13 years young,GOT IT!?

I'm thinking wisely over how to spend my time during the Holys.Still got training some more...
Well I'm looking forward to the dates,3rd Nov and 6th Nov. On the 3rd,my class and I shall visit SPCA and spend some quality time with the animals there.They need love too <3 andden on 6th got class outing at East Coast.Looking forward to spending time with OEI.They also need love too <3

I feel sad that I'll have to go on next year without one of my closest friends.It is regretful to say she got retained but all I can do is wish her the best with all of my heart to try to work harder next year!

Dangerous!

OHAI~

I notice nowadays that I sleep around evenings and wake up at night only to find myself unable to sleep!very dangerous horr!The time period of which I sleep is supposed to be where all the demons and devils awaken from their slumber.aiyohh!

Anyway.Today spent time at Shanad house de~watch two scary show,The Last Exorcist and Nightmare On Elm Street(but yet still can sleep during evening.HAHS!).They all cook maggi halfway but I help them cook scramble egg and special sunny side egg for Shanad (^^,)v

















OHYAH ~~

aslo ,I printed out 4R photo of AnCafe and SuG.YAY.I think I got serious obsession prob!need a psychiatrist now! heh

Nothing else to type about eh.

	じゃ~

Been too LAZY-ASSED to blog.
*clears away cobwebs

AHEMAHEM!

Alot ha happened since the last time i posted something.Lemme list down:

• Finally got more than 100 token to redeem prize at Admiralty
• So-far good results
• Hang-out with friends.ALOT.
• Got a job at orchard LuckyPlaza for the hols
• Hair grew longer!

Okay.. first point.Well this has been going on for quite some time but I've managed to win 113 tokens to redeem prize at the 'watch shop' in Admiralty.haha I'm aiming for 1000 tokens .wish me luck leh!I think that I'm addicted to the 'basketball poingpoing ball thing' and a fish catching game(the one at 888 plaza).Someone help me before i turn into a crazy/psycho/maniac who spends all her poket money for the week fishing for game tokens.
):

Alas,all that studying has paid off in terms of my end-of-year results.I got satisfactory grades:

English: 59.7/100 (4)

Chemistry: 78/100 (1)

Mother Tongue: 62/100 (3/4?)

Geography:ehehe forgot!but very good pass!

I have yet to receive Physics,Math and Social Studies.The three subjects that I am really weak in!

AND!!!

I got a job in retail with the help of Fathima.yay extra dough!

tsk.TSK!@#$%#%$

Incoming Rant About Life:




Why the fuck does this keep happening to me?!?!Everytime got some japanese talents coming to singapore i will miss it.Am I destined to never meet my beautiful hunks??
2 MONTHS AGO ...



























THEY FCUKING CAME!!!
eh walao my first love just passed before my eyes!MY HEART PAIN!

I didn't know about it!!they never even put in newspaper or magazine to show the events!
ALSOALSO ...

























MY BELOVED PRINCE!GACKT-SAMA(which also to singapore to perform and i knew only 2 months later!)Grrr i hate life.AHHHHHHHHHH.i need to let my frustration out!!!!

Monologue on Love: 愛は何ですか？(what is love?)

What is love?Speaking your mind out,giving your opinions as if you were an expert in that field.What makes you think that you are good enough to talk about a subject so pure and innocent.It angers me deeply how you talk about your preference for women when you are not worthy of choosing and you go on saying things you think makes her feel good but end up hurting her deep.Do you acknowledge this pain?or are you simply ignoring it.Maybe your sadistic side enjoys watching her weep for you.Do you want her to be in pain?Is it to avenge your agonizing past?You elaborate on you life as if it were a top rate film.What is the definition of pain?The pain you've experienced couldn't stack up to my feet if you know what I've been through.What do you know about disappointment in love?To watch someone you 'LOVE' being taken away,thrown around and abused by the public and yet could never ever do something about it.What could someone as ordinary as myself do for you anyway.These honest and true feelings that have been pooling in my heart are spilling over the brim but i can never confront you for it.I can never get close enough to you.After all in the public's eye,you are the greatest.No one holds a candle to you

saa.....
well this is the first ever monologue I've ever written.^^